Proverbs 10 and music

Today, i just felt really lonely being alone at home.

I started my devotions asking God to fill my love tank once again, and i suddenly felt this urge to play my piano. I haven't played the piano for so long that the keys were dusty (yuck) but when i played the first song search me know me try me and see, i just felt Him ministering to me, and as i continued to play your love is deep, and after that here i am to worship i just felt my love tank being filled. It was quite a reminder that my love tank can be filled by God any time, any how, and wherever i ask Him to.

Pro 10:1

"A wise son brings joy to his father, but a foolish son, grief to his mother."

Its such a simple verse but it really makes me wonder which of the two i am. I yearn to be a wise son of course, but i wonder if i truly bring joy to my dad. And on the opposite side, i wonder if i really do bring grief to my mum :( It reminds me of Pst vic's sermon on honouring our parents, and i'm just reminded that honour really starts from home. If i can't even honour and love my own flesh and blood, how can i for other people i'm not related to?

I'm really encouraged by all your blogposts :) it really makes me smile so much. hope you guys are having your daily bread! :D

Sam