Faith

I was supposed to do on Proverbs 4. My eye bags are killing me.
Anyway, I wanted to post this before I sleep. :D
Worship advance was really really fun. It was like a dream, just that it wasn't.
One of the part that really got to me was morning devotions on Saturday.
Visions and words are things that I never experienced, and to be honest, i just didn't really care after a while. I would always close my eyes and see the inside changing colours because of the sunlight. Its like really discouraging at times to like not be able to do it and practically everyone else can. Yeah, so we were supposed to pray for the person on your left and see what God wants to tell them. As usual, I got super blur and prayed for the person on my right. Then, I realised I was praying wrongly. Basically, my praying was like " God please please please please give me something you want to tell them". My mind was flooded with two things, a rainbow and like some affirmation. Well, the affirmation to me seemed to fit the girl on my right better and so,I told the guy on my left that I saw a rainbow. The weird thing is, he said the rainbow meant something as someone prayed for him and got a rainbow a few weeks back and when the person praying for the girl on my right told her what God wanted to tell her, I was seriously shocked. It matches exactly what I wanted to say to her. The rainbow, i was thinking about the bookmark thing sam gave me about God's promise. Yeah, but I wasn't sure so I didn't really say. Through this, I learned that God really can make use of you no matter how small or lousy you think you are as long as you believe he can do it. He really affirmed me this time and I think I would have more confidence next time. :)
Yeah, so the end, i better go do something else before I faint!
Jialing:D