Thanks Sam.

I always remember Sam sending messages which encourage me & it really helps me through the week. I've been feeling out of place lately, not going to mention why but I feel that after praying and spending some time with God, I feel way better.
Another problem that's been bothering me's that my friend has leukemia. He's been having problems finding a donor, and the last time he got into the hospital, the operation was unsuccesful coz his body rejected the bone marrow. It was painful to hear that he was gonna go in two years time. He's a close friend. And I've been praying hard for him to find a donor asap.

Amazingly, my friend's found a donor again and will be having the operation in two weeks time. I really pray that it will be successful this time. It's not a painless experience.

So I guess getting closer to God in an intimate way really does helps. Makes me feel like I'm behaving more like a christian now because I've always felt like God doesn't love me and that I'm definitely not acting like a christian. I want it to change, I don't want to drift further from Him anymore. I just want to be closer.

Trudy.